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by The Aeons

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released 11 May 2013

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Track Name: Through A Heavy Head
THROUGH A HEAVY HEAD

Problems of this kind,
don’t disappear on their own.
I’ve been keeping things inside alone—
right when I want to get closer,
you scoot over.
leaving me
emptier than I ever
felt before

Things don’t turn out, just how I want them to
That’s life’s way, what can you do…
If the moment is right, I’ll find you
Maybe, you will recognize me,
as someone you once knew,

but all the things I never said
are floating through my heavy head,
you know I won’t sleep tonight.
I’ll wake up in the morning light,
with a ringing in my ear
the teasing of my youthful years
‘you’re different, we don’t like you, you’re a joke to us’
it wasn’t worth a fuss
wasn’t worth a fuss

no no no, things don’t ever quite turn out
just just how I want them to
it’s okay, there’s nothing I can do
but please don’t leave me, waiting on a word form you
sorry I placed my fears on you, no
I know, I’m not that good

But all the things that we did…
I’m sorry girl, I should’ve said, no
I’m different, you won’t like me,
if you can catch your breath
I’m not worth the fuss
no, I’m not worth a fuss
you know I won’t sleep tonight

but if I’m honest it will be alright
if I’m honest it will be alright
Track Name: Empty Space
EMPTY SPACE

Using me. Sometimes it seems
like I’m not even there
soiled so sore,
because my heart isn’t in it anymore.
Stay far removed,
is that maturity or cowardice…

Things fall to pieces,
re-assembled they’re still incomplete.
Eyes are unfaithful,
our mind’s hold betrayal.
All our friends kept passing by
didn’t bother to say hello,
late at night I realized,
together we were alone

Hold it in, grow discon(nect)tent,
I know that I should try but I feel so spent,
let me go
go away
I’ll keep running looking for something
if life sets in and I’m not satisfied
I’ll never be,
never be

Tired eyes
aimless nights,
surrender to sleeping
It hurts sometimes remembering.
Forget
move on,
there is no problem,
it’s over now.
just turn around
I’m turned around

I didn’t want to disappoint
I don’t want to hurt anyone
All roads are dead ends
‘no, she was just a friend’
What do I get? What do I get?
A morsel of regret, some friends upset
Said I would wait outside
Standing on a pile of lies
This is gonna fall apart,
This is gonna fall apart
I’ve been around, around, around
I’ve felt this all before

I’ve seen you once or twice,
I’ve been here once or twice
I’ve done this once or twice
…but it never felt so nice

All the love that you save
One day will go, and go to waste.
To save myself from any pain
I tried to live inside an empty space.
All that time kept passing by,
Didn’t bother to make a move
Late at night I realized,
there was nothing we could prove
Track Name: Sunken City
SUNKEN CITY

Can I change your mind?
Wont you stay true?
No not this time, this time
we’re through
don’t you, you
don’t love me anymore
spinning treading
pleading begging
in the same sunken city

we kept it, going
far too often, not
listening, we kept off
talking, you don’t
excite me

same old parties
same old grieving
used thoughts and bodies
the bored resort to trading
on and on
on(ennui)we. go. on.
surprise, surprise
swallow
close your eyes
Oh, that look
I want to
On your face
said please

we kept it, going
far too often
now you feel pain,
and you blame yourself
Track Name: Wait,
WAIT,

Wait,
wait,
wait,
I love you
Track Name: It Was The Drugs I Took
IT WAS THE DRUGS I TOOK

It was the drugs I took
It was the way she looked
It was the urge in my veins,
seeping blood from my brain
It was a course of fate,
choosing each step we take
It was the drugs I took,
the drugs I took
the drugs

‘I bet you never felt so bad’
bet you never felt so bad
I bet you never felt so good
bet it never felt so good

Groping blindly on the floor,
we got dirty on our knees, oh
baby please
I used my hands for eyes,
to squeeze some sort of prize from you
‘til the hours they turned so cold,
we shriveled in metal coils, oh
it was the drugs I took
the drugs I took
the drugs

‘you are inadequate’
it was a disappointment,
it was in out and quit
you are a disappointment

When we go our separate ways
you won’t see me later
when we go our separate ways
please don’t use my number
when we go our separate way
you won’t see me later
when we go our separate ways
please, we are just strangers.
Track Name: Don't Let Me Go
DON’T LET ME GO

I came in this morning,
and you walked through the door
I’ve been wondering,
who it is that’s come before
when we break up, promise me this
when we break up
promise me this

you wont forget me
you wont forget me
wont forget me (oh it’s not so bad)
wont forget me (all those times we had)

You said you’d never felt this way before
I know it doesn’t help, that I still live next door

But oh, you know it’s not so bad (don’t forget me)
All those times we had (don’t forget me)

…don’t let me go, don’t let me go
Don’t let me go (she pleads) don’t let me go
Don’t let me go (she pleads) don’t
let me go
let me go
let me go
let me
Track Name: All The Girls In This Town
ALL THE GIRLS IN THIS TOWN

Some love but don’t affect me
Some think they have to inspect me
Some let you down directly,
others aren’t so kind

All the girls in this town,
can’t find one I want to pin down

Some want to take my time
Some want to change my mind
Some just want to be desired,
others aren’t so petty

All the girls in this town
can’t find one I wanna to pin down

Some want me to buy them things
Some think highly of dress and rings
Some don’t care for conversing,
others aren’t so empty

all the girls in this town
can’t find one I wanna pin down

But there was one I did adore,
a way I never had before,
like being sick without a cure,
others don’t disappear

All the girls in this town,
Sometimes, just want to pin one down
Track Name: On A Deathbed
ON A DEATH-BED

I see myself laying on a deathbed,
my eyes close.
my heart floats directed to yours
we are one in eternal love
that’s my dream that will never be
that’s my dream that I keep
that’s my dream that I keep
Track Name: Your Scent
YOUR SCENT

no,
we never had a chance
know,
but have a burning hope

, and in my dreams
we don’t speak
in my dreams
i don’t sleep

its easier, now we know
its easier,
to let it go

in my dreams,
not a word is spoken
in my dreams,
i took and left you broken

but your scent perfumes all my old clothes,
trapped in this room, and through my nose
i breathe to feel so full of you
i hold my throat and curse my luck
take one, take two, just don’t throw up

why don’t you save me some trouble,
why don’t you save us some trouble,
and just disappear…
Track Name: My Lover Speaks Another Language
MY LOVER SPEAKS ANOTHER LANGUAGE

…say you’re a-okay a-okay
thumbs up
into
through
I heard
I’m bored. Use me.

Death is translation
My lover speaks another language,

If she were here right next to me
I’d follow her oh endlessly

just like you said, just like you said
the less you care the less you care
the less dead weight that you carry
the less dead weight that you carry

So what does that make me.
What does that make me.

Drive without destination
My lover speaks another language,

If she were here right next to me
I’d follow her oh endlessly
If she were here right next to me
I’d follow her oh endlessly
Track Name: Holy And Powerless
HOLY AND POWERLESS

please dont call
please dont hug, or
kiss me
once again separate the bond was a disconnect but I will still love you and fear and look out for you don’t have to worry I wont make myself sorry keep your concern for me chop it to pieces purge it in furnaces where a dark-eyed angel had her body buried please dont please dont
please dont please don’t hug me touch me kiss me love me bring me a blanket comfort me cozily lay here quiet close to me the smell of your skin wrapped the insides of me the feel of your flesh was a fertile dark fairground where the lights were first blinding I looked up in wonder at some one day mother who’d pass on our problems the sins of our fathers life moves in circles like the way I kept spinning felt dizzy sweet sickly just at the touch of you stripped of our clothes we would suppose we could feel close but after and vulnerable we were just animals dirty or clean we would press to our pulsing blood would start flowing like milky white honey falling off flowers we felt holy and powerless please dont please don’t please dont please don’t hug me touch me kiss me love me it wont make it any easier it wont make it any easier
Track Name: Lullaby
LULLABY

you are part of me
when you leave i can’t sleep

you are part of me when you leave
i can’t sleep